Spinning: "Survivor" (Remix)/"We Belong Together" (Remix) - Destiny's Child feat. Da Brat/ Mariah Carey feat. Jadakiss and Styles P

Last week was really sod amn sian lor. Wad a fucking damn week. Nothing to do but at least Shariann was so nice to jio me out to Orchard to shop. LoLx....or else I think I would have died of sainity. ANyway, met Kat n Shriann after they finished watching Initial D. The whole day was damn fucked up lor. Initially tot I dun wan to take train to Orchard one cos I tot I wanna have a change take bus and see the entire Singapore and to partially forget bout some stuffs lor.

Fucking hell with SBS buses la. Waited half an hour for one damn Bus 36 for like fuckin long lor. Fuck it lor...normally no nid so long one lor. Then the journey to Orchard took another 1 hr. So fucked up lor cos its like the stupid driver dunno the way like that. Turn here n there dunno turn where. Kinda make me feeling a bit nauseas. Not to mention we are circling Suntec n Marina n Esplanade for more than 15mins. Fucked lor.

Was late again la as usual which is not my fault this time one lor. The stupid bus and the stupid was preparation for National Day thats y. I was supposed to reach there early one lor. Met them and then went to shop lor but then sooo damn many people. Wanna see stuffs also fucking sian lor cos so many people. Dampen my mood...dun wanna look further at Topshop and all these kinda teengaer shops where there are loads of people one. Wanna grab this T shirt from G-Star one but can't seem to find it anywhere man. So sian lor....Then in the end never got anything cos partially NO TIME. Not to mention stomach rumbling like mad. Was so fucking Hungry.

After long consideration guess where we eat agin. Our fav diner. Sakae Sushi. So sian right but forget it lor...also quite some time never eat liao. LoLx....next time we should just try others la...Kat n Shariann....dun always eat Sakae later eat until I scared dun dare to eat again sia. LoLx......

Decided not to go clubbing with Shaun and Johnny. Was shooo fucking angry with Nic and furthermore go clubbing on that day when I am like so sian gives me all the reason not to. LoLx...also nid to meet Jie Hui nxt day so cannot. Hahaha....

Sunday: Supposed to do homework and tutorial works one but end up never. Talk to Jie Hui alot lor. Then never managed to get anything done. LoLx....we had so much to talk about since the last time I saw her was at her birthday party. Muahahaha.....was pretty tied up with sch lately so didn't managed to catch up wif her. Fuck the library sia...dun allow me to do work say only cans tudy. Then wad is the library for lor. Sian sia....ended up going Tampinese Mall. Tot will b buying stuffs and shop. Ended up buying nothing again. I realsied TM duns uit me cos there's really nothing to buy one lor. So sian ah....SIAN ah.....i wanna buy some stuffs. So get me to some real place to do some real shopping. Wanna get some Singlets too....pls pls pls....


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/28/2005 02:30:00 PM |

Spinning: "Dare You To Move" - Switchfoot

Ever wonder y your life is dull and not colourful? One question I have been asking myself lately. Feeling that my life is not as colourful as it used to be. Its used to be the colours of the rainbows but it seems like with each passing days and months, time has robbed me of all these beautiful colours. Not to mention, it seems like my life is greying like the hair on my head, its shedding as the day passes me like the wind.

Used to remember, back in the greener days, I was always surrounded by this band of light which is called love from friends. But as time passes, you will tend to lose a few of them and pick up new ones so it ain't literally that bad at all. But to lose them is really a real pity. Remembered how much effort and time u spent to get to know them but the lifespans u have with them is just like a flower. Friendship starts to blossom and thats when the friendship is on the peak but just when you don't put in extra time and effort to take care of it, the petals starts to rot and decay. And thats when everything is all being washed down the drain.

For me, I never thought it was a problem because these are just stages of life.

I lost friends when i gradually grew from one stage to another. I lost a few good primary sch friends when I move on to my secondary school years. Then i start to lose another one cause of seldom contacts but made steadfast improvements to try to patch all these loopholes in the friendship. And thus we ended up being best buddy. Talking craps and on the phone was one past hobby. Bitching bout' stuffs like family, friends, school etc. Those were the glory days. But sadly things are alot different right now.

Secondary school days were the brightest days which one could really yearn for. You make loads of friends and you tend to take extra care of all these friends you made. You choose the friends you want and made a pact to stay together. Its the only time and day that you wish to go to school to be with them. Reason being that you have started to grow up and learning to appreciate the things that they done for you and the various roads that are paved for you. You feel love, you feel wanted and there's nothing to stop you from enjoyings all these perks.

I brave through and withstand every rain and shine to have them and I am not going to lose them but seems like I am deny of all these privillages. Wondering to myself, what have I done to deserve this?

Friends have branch out to the options that were laid in front of them. Those who had left for good had really left for good. Those who had decided to branch out to a new territories have embark a new path for themselves. Those who chose to remain here seems to me have gone with the wind. What are left behind by them them are just specks of dust and ashes awaiting you to collect. That is the only remains you have of them.

Been doing alot of soul searching, and I realised in the midst of poly life, I have lost quite a number of friends in my life. They may only be a handful but the impact that they could in your life is just as great as anyone could imagine. The solitude of being alone and the awkwardness when you guys decided to meet up again.

Decided not to step into this dreaded path again. If I were to put to such test again, the only thing and solution to do is to enjoy the time you had with them and reminisce the happy moments I had with them.


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/24/2005 08:15:00 PM |

Spinning: "Cater 2 U" - Destiny's Child

Okie, finally out the whole entire fucking boring week. I did something productive besides the point of going back to sch where Im always like an hour to 2 hours late. LoLx....Tuesday went to catch this Japanese movie called "Be With You". My god, this is another one of the best movie I have seen out of the entire year lor. Everybody should watched this. Its a really tear-jerker movie lor. Romantic and very touching. Was like crying almost towards the end of the movie and sitting thru the entire 2 hours movie is really uncomfortable considering the fact that the atmosphere and ambience changed drastically from a nice n warm ambience to a sad one. Everybody especially the ladies was like crying like tap water like that. U can hear them sniff all the time and me also got sniff la but not like them. Muahahaha...even alot of guys at the back of me was like crying also. So touching.....and I really love the movie alot. Let me post the sypnosis of the movie ba....

[Widower Takumi (Shidou Nakamura) lives a quiet life with his six-year-old son Yuji (Akashi Takei) after the loss of wife and mother Mio (Yuko Takeuchi). Yuji unfailingly remembers her promise to him: “I’ll be with you again in a year’s time, when the rains come.” On the first anniversary of her passing, Takumi and Yuji are taking a walk in the woods when they come across a woman sheltering from a monsoon downpour. She bears an uncanny resemblance to Mio, but has no recollection of who she is or what she is doing there. Family life resumes from where they left off, while Takumi and Mio’s memories of their first encounter in high school come flooding back. However, their new life together is interrupted by the discovery of Mio’s old diary, which reveals the secrets of her past and how they must say goodbye once more in six weeks time…]

read read read...nice rite...lolx...so wadcha still doin and just go n watched this movie. later no more liao dun regret. but read newspaper today that Hollywood Jennifer Garner planning to remake this movie lor...So if miss the Jap version can buy the DVD or VCD or wait for the Hollywood Version ba.


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/24/2005 04:53:00 PM |

Jun & Jen were a pair of young couple...Jun was veri charming & many girls could`t help falling in love with him... therefore, he became quite a flirt.As for Jen, she was an ordinary girl with average looks. Although there were quite anumber of guys chasing her, jen only had Jun in her heart.although She knew that one day Jun would eventually leave her .. she still continued to love him wholeheartedly...Jen loves rainy days...she loves playing in the rain, & whenever Jun wanted to join her, she'll always stop him from joining.Jun then ask her: Why don't you let me join you?Jen replied: Err..er..because i don't want you to fall sick.Jun then ask her again: If playing in the rain will make me fall sick, then why are you still doing it?But each time Jen will always keep quiet & smile at him...Although Jun was`t able to join her, he felt happy. To him, as long as Jen was happy, he'll be happy as well. However, nothing last long... Jun soon fell for another girl after two months. He even love the girl more deeply den he love jen.One day, while Jun & Jen were having their dinner , Jun told Jen that this would be their last dinner together... Jen looked at him. She knew dat this was going to happen, but she choose not to ask any farther...Jun then requested for a break up.. And Jen...she accepted willingly... partly because, she knew... Jun was just like the wind...never stop at any point.That night..it was to be the last time Jun send Jen home.. Jen kept veri quiet... although deep down she wanted to know the reasons but she choose not to ask. Just when Jen was about to step into the lift, Jun stop her. He said: Jen, I'm really sorry that i've let you down. But i'll never forget those days when i see you playing in the rain...those are the most happy & unforgottable memories i had with you.After listening to Jun, Jen could't help it but cried.. Jun hugged her tightly.He said: Jen, there's one question i wanted to ask you long ago... Why is it everytime when you are playing in the rain, you just wouldn't allow me to accompany you?Jen was stunned..pausing for a few seconds,Jen replied...Because...Because i don't wish to let you know...I was crying..


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/20/2005 01:32:00 AM |

Spinning: "Baby I'm Sorry"/ "Baby I Love U!" - CoCo Lee/Jennifer Lopez

Been quite some time since I last blogged. Was kinda feeling lazy to do so....So in time to come, I will probably stop blogging again. And that would be real sad. Took time to set up one nice proper one and established a fan base with an avid reader like Shariann, how could I just pack up and leave? Haix...here goes for the one whole week...

Mon: Went back to sch to do Biz Law. Sian rite, break also cannot enjoy myself. Haix...but didn't really do much also. Supposed to meet at 1pm but ended up reaching ard 1.30-2pm. LoLx...well its alrite la...no one blame me afterall since Mas n Sak still doing ICT project with Kenny n Grace. In the end only stayed back in sch for only like 2 hrs editing the story here and there again and came out with questions for the Law report. LoLx...do nothing lor...practically just played and talked bout project. Damn sian and left at 4.30pm since Mas n Sak wanna go Bugis...Sian sia...also dunno do wad but very curious to know how Sak's mum and siblings looks like. So kept pestering her to call the mum ask where they are but she dun wan...Keep saying I KPO ah all these...LoLx...but lets call it fate that we saw them at City Hall waiting for train. LoLx...Mas say see liao dunno wad to sae...then y in the first place so eager to see? Haha, I also dunno but just curious and fascinated ba. LoLx...then tried asking people out, WTH...all reject me citing work la, project la, sch la, and worst some dun even bother to reply me at all. But i forgot all bout Yaz and he was pretty "angry" that y I didn't ask him out when he was feeling bored too. Hahaha....Sorry ah...

Tues: Went for a BBQ with just only my cliques. Am glad that its only with my cliques cos I also dunno la. Just glad thats all. LoLx...its very diff to be out with others la. Late again. I think i really dunno wad is the meaning of punctual. LoLx....anyway met Hetti at her place to carry some stuffs then met Kristy at Bedok train station and the 3 of us left for Pasir Ris to BBQ. Weather was pretty wrong. Not to mention I was only in tank-top and its only my 2nd time that i dare to wear something like that by baring my shoulders and hands. LoLx...kinda feel weird but the feeling was much more comfortable compared to the other time lor. Alot of them say I look thinner like that. I think must cover arms liao. Cannot exposed. Hahaha but I dun care I wanna get singlets now. Haha...wanna wear them for once. Like wad Mas say better thin than fat wear lor....even if it doesn't look nice compared to those hunky guys...LoLx....Changed into board shorts inside the tent...though could make out wad we r doing in the tent cos of the shadows but who cared!!! Had fun soaking in the water but weather was rather bad. Was drizzling but then it stopped. Didn't really had much fun but was damn fucking cold. Feeling cold....and then had to start the fire. Didn't really managed well but then after several hours the fire was pretty good. Had too much food, bought alot I guessed though they say never. But thats wad I felt maybe it was the mee and "popiah" that Hetti mum made made us so full. Den in the end, Molli n Sinthiya brought back the leftovers. LoLx...Hetti, Kristy n I intended to leave by bus but Molli's parents were so kind enuff to offer to drive us to the train station and we 7 people squeezed with Molli sitting on her Mum's leg and Hetti sitting on mine. Had to squeezed, was so jam packed the car. I think the car must be looking weird from the back since there were 6 people sitting behind. LoLx...

Wed: Did nothing....whole day slack at home. So nothing to talk bout. LoLx...

Thurs: Back to sch again. This time for EFMA project. Sian sia...Woke up late again. Woke up at 12 n supposed to be at sch by 1pm. Haix...I am one damn lazy pig ah. Wad to do...Slept late last night...Haha...Finished the damn Law Report the day before but ended up we r not doing Law today. But its alrite actually. Love the people I am doing project with so Im still okie whether when it is completed as long as completed before due date can liao. Had tough time doing EFMA cos I know no shit bout it. I feel useless...Sorry Mas, Sak n Seet. Haha feel so useless cos I dunno wad the hell r we doing for EFMA....haha...And sorry bout chatting with Shariann all the time when I am supposed to be doing the project. LoLx.....Shariann u r one big distraction la. Haix yo...but my team mates are alrite with it. Adore them...hahaha...never sae anything. This Shariann dunno which blood vessels got problem lor. She actually want to go clubbing leh. WTH....keep calling n askin me to go. Haha but I very fickle minded one lor...Also dunno whether I wan to go or dun wan. LoLx... To imagine was so excited bout the prospect of going. Hahaha....came out with so many places like KM8, MS, ZOUK, INDOCHINE and ONYX but in the end also never got to finalized a place. LoLx...Furthermore, Shariann need an answer from me ASAP. Haix...dunno wad to do with her. Cos she wants me to go wif her badly even when she have loads of friends going liao.....and I dunno them too. Katherine and Shih Ru ah where r u guys??? Save me....

Fri: A dreaded day. Was constantly "tortured" by Shariann. Hounded by her all day. Keep asking me to go when I said I dun wan to. Cos I got one swollen pimple under my nose which has dried and become a scar. And I felt fat that day. LoLx...Moreover, i am so lazy to go out cos was planning to stay out all night with my friends on Sat or Sun one. But then Shariann ying ying wan me to go. Furthermore, my mum question me y I always go out so late and at this day of the week and only come home the next day. Wad can i tell her but just say my friend ask me out but i actually dun wan one. Haha and she let me off askin me to take care. Initially she tot I working but crazy lor...wear until like that go work in the middle of the nite. Crazy!!!!Haix...can't make up my mind lor. Really dun feel like going one lor but in the end went with her. Haix poor me. Haix....met her and A-Ling thats wad she called her la. Since also dunno how to spell her name. Muahahaha....and later Bryan and Yong Sheng. Hahaha...all dunno one. LoLx...man..spend so much time outside MS doing nothing lor. Really damn sian sia. All clubs bar Shariann to enter bcos she underage lor. She ah...never check properly bout the rules and restriction still want to go clubbing. Die die also must go on Friday cos its the last day she n Ken same stopover liao ma. Then sae got load of things to say but in the end never talk much bout Ken. Stupid rite. Shariann u bluff me ah. Now then remember say wanna tell me sth. Also never say. Chey...In the end after struglling at MS for like wad 2 hours....we went to Mox to chill out. Hahaha....cos all the clubs really bar Miss Shariann on her first night out. Poor girl, she wanna enjoy herself one but then end up cannot. 3 of us each had martinis at Mox. A very nice place with great ambience. Today, crowd very little dunno y maybe bcos its a Fri thats y. The girl bartender also say alternate nights then will have loads of people one. Funny. LoLx...I had Boyz and Nutz martini while Shariann n A-Ling had Cheery "M" and "Chocolate Bunny" respectively. Mine tasted very nutty which was not so bad. Kinda nice not so strong and refreshing. But Shariann had a hard time finishing hers when it tasted really not so bad. Guessed u shouldn't have small sipped but big gulp so u will felt the rush ba. But then since its Shariann's first night out, its better she be clear of wad she is doing. LoLx...Wanted to head for supper after Mox cos we couldn't go clubbing but Shariann say we could try Tabs but then I kept insisting on going back to Happy. Cos really lazy to travel lor. I went to Happy to find a friend then I found out that the backdoor no one guarding. Which is awesomely great. Went up to look for them n we sneak in thru the backdoor. Its a first time for me to do such illegal stuffs. Hahaha...was fun actually. Doing it sneakily. Then we just danced ard the music. and our Miss Shariann is so fascinated with the gay lifestyle that she couldn't get her eyes off them. And Shih Ru n Kat she was attracted to this gay Caucasian guy in yellow keep telling me he's cute. When she should be zhuan yi to Ken lor...Haix...that girl...playgirl...gay also want to oogle. Hahaha....ard 3.30pm the crowd lessen and the bouncer who refuses to let Miss Shariann enter caught her inside. Cos she was in striking yellow and the bouncer must have something for ladies. Hahaha....kidding so we left after that. We had our fun and ended up going to Bedok to have pratas for supper. LoLx...first time have supper in dunno more than 1 yr liao ba. Hahaha...had a great time with them and well it was a pretty interesting day. Initially tot wouldn't get along well with A-Ling one but then found out she's a pretty easy-going gal n was glad that the dae turn out well. LoLx....

Sat/Sun: Doing nothing on Sat cos I woke up only at 5.30pm. I really a pig lor cos late nite home mah...Need plenty of sleep. Then at nite msg my friend. And guessed wad...he was out clubbing with Chin and company. WTH....supposed to ask me out. Even Chin chided him for not askin me to go MoMo. Hahaha...the latest club....lolx..."Serves Louis Right" hahaha....poor guy...had too much cos MoMo was giving out free drinks all the way. Red wine and shots and he was practically abit drunk. Hahaha....then he came over to my place to bunk. Bunking is no prob with me lor. Went out to fetch him and just bunk till Sunday morning. Had some talk before we went out to have lunch at McDonalds. Kinda sian to eat Mc but since we r on tight budget we just ate that lor. Haix...so sian....And now doing nothing except listening to music on my mp3. Haix....And to think today is Father's Day never do anything. People listen up...I not so close to my Dad one...So I also dunno la. Anyway, maybe one day when I grow old, I will start to appreciate the people ard me and the things they done for me.


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/19/2005 06:37:00 PM |

Spinning: "You And I" - Lifehouse

Okie, I decided to post another entry while chattin with Shariann on the net. She like got alot of things to ask n clarify. So let the show down begins...

First question bout Ken...ask bout wads up with him all these. And what I hint to him...all specifically written down on June 9 entry liao read properly.

Second question bout Jackson. Haix that girl wan to clarify again that there's nothing more than friends between she and Jackson. If there's nothing much right, then there's nothing to clarify. Time will prove. Action will proved too my dear friend. Haha...Dun hit me when u see this haha...I know u LIKE him as a FRIEND n not LOVE him as a FRIEND. Hahaha

And guessed wad. Ken's rival in love Leonard n he himself think I Shariann's boyfriend. Oh pls lor, I where got such "bad taste". If I like Shariann, back then in Secondary sch will already ask her be my gf liao rite. Shih Ru n Kat u agree or not. Haix...me and her just best friend only. I warn u Shariann its best and not good...go n clarify with Leonard and tell him we know each other since Sec and that I am not a good but Best friend. Thats wad u say at Kat's blog got proved one okie. Ken say I got mi mi yan which I dunno y since thats a fact. Is he trying to say mi mi yan is not bad looking? Hmmm...got xuan ji. Shih Ru wad u think ah? Tag me and tell me okie...then he tell Shariann that we talk to each other all the time and thinks we r bf/gf. Then Shariann say he call me mi mi yan that guy lor...like I no name like that. U better go and tell him I am TatWee ok...and dun give black face and grumble when Im here or else I dun find u to talk liao...hahaha...a threat from me sia...haha and right now Erm...give me some time to get over it. Hahahaha.... And furthermore, I understand your friend Leonard is good la. Tried so hard to communicate to u telling u I stop over by signalling u straing his eyes small small to say I come look for u. Hahaha since he is forbided to talk to u by Ken....hahahaha...so funny...
And, under Shariann's request...she think Leonard dun like her...

Ok la...rest of conversation must be kept pvt n confidential liao....so shall end here.

PS: Dedicated to Shariann, She's the inspiration for this entry...


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/12/2005 09:47:00 PM |

Spinning: "Caught In A Moment"/"Mississippi Girl" - Sugababes/Faith Hill

Whoa...its a tiring day today...Guessed wad I only woke up at 4pm. I think thats a long record for me...LoLx....I feel like a pig...slept like a pig lor...but I have reasons for that one okie...so dun play play....

Yesterday, went for an interview at Marine Parade Starbucks...LoLx...Dunno whether can get or not. Got butterflies all over my stomach....didn't felt like going actually and furthermore Eric send me a whole list of questions that would be asked and some are pretty tough and I worried I dunno wad to say lor....I even had to call Eugene to ask for help...haix....and he couldn't figure out my weakness though he says I do have weakness lolx....and not that I know of yet myself...I think i am living in a world of denial....Haha...In the end, those tough questions were not asked and I managed to finish the interview successfully lor...haha...it was good and went well...Bear the manager is also very talkative like a friend who wants to bitch ard for juicy news n gossips so no pressure talking to her...Haha....Ended well and she treated me Tazo Chai Tea Frap which tastes not so bad. An exotic drink with a little bit of spices and tasted like cookie vanilla milkshake....LoLx...*My milkshake bring all the boys in the yard*

After that, went to Parkway. Tot of getting something cos still pretty early. Or rather not cos I was supposed to give an answer to Louis n Nic whether I am going to Mox later or not. Haix...but I was still shopping for stuffs...like a earphone and see whether there is any tees that is worth buying...but there boring la....Walk to Roxy they started to msg....had no time to go home to change and to grab a dinner I went to Suntec liao...It was actually still pretty early...supposed to meet 10.30pm but Louis would be late thus went there shop shop since it closes at 2. Fuck man...so darn many people. Saw loads of stuffs to buy but then to think must carry bags of clothes and one bag of shoes decided not to. LoLx....Afterall, I am going clubbing n pubbing lor...n NOT HOME.....argh...the Levi Tee and the Nike T shirts and the singlets....haix dunno from where. Singlet ah singlet where r u? Anyway just bought a Lip Balm from bodyshop. Like the smell so coffee aroma...haha...they r havin 20% so just buy one anyway my lips are rather dry for these past few days and not to mention I am going to drink, it will also make my lips dry lor...so just buy one

Went Mox, saw loads of friends there...Haha...Nic's friends and Bryan's....was more acquaintance to Nic's friends more cos I know them. LoLx...waited for Louis to come and shortly Nic n gang left for clubbing liao...Chatted with Louis...had Lime Vodka which is only $10 haha....cheap cheap cannot drink so ex liao cos I so broke later must take cab....But ended never haha which save me alot of money....Then ard 12plus we left to club too....Couldn't find Bryan so we left to club. Phew, we stayed there all the way till 4 plus can u imagine. Till they closed lor...gotta know Louis' friend Chin. A very nice person. Real nice n friendly lor....So it was pretty easy getting along with her cos I dun normally talk to people I dunno much n long. Haha...but like I said she's very easy-going. Partied there till 4 plus and was asked to go down to the dance floor to dance. Felt so stupid cos I really dunno how to dance. Its like my upper body could function n move well but my lower half is paralysed....couldn't moved at all. Couldn't shake that legs of mine. Haix....pity after that went back to sit down cos Nic left liao and no one to look after my bag....but Louis n Chin came back to look for me after I msg Louis to tell him I will be there waiting for them. So basically the whole time we sat down there and just move our bodies or rather me who sat down and move to the music. And they stood up and move la...And only now then gotta know Johnny was there too...but didn't met him la...cos couldn't locate him. My radar is not on.....Haix...

Left to have a drink. Then we chatted for a while. Got to know Chin a little bit better then we started taking a walk. Hahaha....just to past time also cos they wanna take cab without midnight charges and me train and bus home. To save money. Easy and simple as 1,2,3. So waited till 6 plus then finally got a train and we parted. Haix...left Louis alone with Chin and went back home....Home Sweet Home....Bod start to itch la...so obvious everytime after drinking but now when i woke up the itch stopped. Haha which is one good thing. Had a nice sleep n now time to enjoy my 2 weeks break....

Anyway, my ICAs also didn't do quite well lor MM only got 74/100 and ICT 52/80 haix...sian ah


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/12/2005 04:41:00 PM |

Spinning: "Incomplete" - Backstreet Boys

Today haix...long day in sch la...fuck lor...dun like sch...sch is pissing me alot not to mention because of Club Crawl keep seeing alot of Dragon Boat ppl lor...so paiseh lor...I just quit and left the team without saying anything...Evil me lor...but they did tell my friend to ask me whether I wanna come back. Haix, feel like but then studies n sch really stresing me out lor...

Gonna be havin 2 weeks break starting from next week but then I have 5-6projects on hand. Still have to come back for NE seminar. Fuck la the sch. Like got nothing better to do one lor. Haix...then today had to rush to finish the Biz Finance project. Tmr deadline liao...hopefully my team members will get it all done la...I pray hard...haha...

Dunno y lately the sch lyke mad mad one lor...the air-con is always blasting. Do u know how fucking cold it is. Everyday wear short sleeve to sch and they blast it lyke hell. Dunno how to save money one lor...Furthermore, not to mention dunno y after clubbing on Fri, I dunno y my stomach so bloated...haix...bloat like hell lor...can't stand to c it also...I think soemthing wrong with my stomach. Muahahaha....guessed some abnormal activities is happening inside. LoLx...alien activities? I dunno. LoLx...

Today went out to have dinner with Teddy...LoLx....Sakae again cos I really wanna eat that and he treated me....Muahahaha thanks alot...consider the fact that I am quite broke liao. Muahahaha I am not treating him as a cashcow lor...but he say wan to treat me then I accept lor..Haha...I will repay him one day...but dunno which day...Haha...then after that we parted cos that fren sae he nid to go hm liao...kinda erm stupid la ask me out for dinner then after dinner go home...a bit D-U-H lor....But anyway enjoyed the dinner and atmosphere n environment at Funan one is so nice lor...Next time, Shariann n Kat we go there la...haha....but the food there like cold cold one also...no shiok no fun...sian sia

Anyway after we parted ways, I went shopping alone. So long never do that liao. Shopping alone to me feels weird cos I dun normally will stay inside a shop for long one lor...It just feels weird and naked wif no one by my side. Then saw that Polo Ralph Lauren have sales lor. Haha seldom buy from there liao cos I dun think that their T-Shirts r good anymore. But go in wun die rite and saw that their jackets are all $55 only lor. OMG...and I convince myself to get one. Haha because of the blasting air-con in sch. Haha..I think I am mad but i wanted a hooded jacket for so long liao and since its cheap then I just bought it la after asking Eugene. Haha...though I said that I am broke I still just got it cos I really like it. Brown in colour...look a bit rugged to me and thats the kind that I want. Muahahaha...dere goes my $55 but well spend la...no regrets cos I bought S size....n the size fits perfectly since I shrunk so much in terms of size. I am small in size now....Hahaha....and all my previous jackets they r well just too big for me liao.....

Happy with my buyings...thats all I am gonna say...


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/10/2005 12:25:00 AM |

Spinning: "Hao Xiang Ni" - Vivian Hsu Ruo Xuan

Yesterday, it pretty sucks to go school tomorrow. Sch only starts at 1 but had to be there by 9am to try to complete the Biz Finance project. This really sucks lor...but i came slightly late la...came at 10am...haha...saw Shariann's beau first then her...haha...Didn't managed to finish but then still got it almost all done. Left a few more theory questions where we will do it today la. So sian...tmr submission day liao...haix yo so tired n sian can't wait for the 2 weeks break. Though there r loads of projects to do n ve to come back to sch, at least can wake up late la...So thats a big relieved cos always not enuff sleep lor. Furthermore, the skin on my my neck is peeling off lor...dun even know y! Dunno is it because of the coldness in sch n train early in the morning or wadeva cos its impossible sun burn since i never go sun tanning at all yet. Then i start peelin i annoying some friends with my actions haha...cos skin peeling at the back so ugly when i can't even see it myself lor...so just peel la...

Yesterday, told Jackson that I think Shariann "like" him cos she keeps talkin bout Jackson all dae all nite. Dunno y lor...tot she like K but then everyday askin bout him. Shariann u must have a puppy crush on him is it. Dun deny...Jackson got a shocked la of course but then today that girl told me she told Jackson that she dun like him and that Jackson said he dun trust me but then like I said its wad I think lor. Her actions really make me think she does. Haha....so Shariann dun deny okie though I know u like K alot la...and well I tried my best to help u hint hint also liao lor...that u like him lor...but if he's stupid to know then too bad la...Dumbo sia...haha...but pls stop "toying" with his heart. He really seems to like u leh...I am no threat to him so just tell him to shoo away from me haha....and Guessed wad I realised Lenard also keep looking at u when we 2 r talking....Muahahaha....Tao Huan Yun ah Shariann...PlayGirl...

At the same time, yesterday met up with Gordon to watch Mr. and Mrs. Smith. This movie is real cool lor...super nice movie. And i think its one of the best movie this yr. Sexually explicit love rivalry movie. The suspense and the tension and the actions are real good. But now movie tickets here are fucking expensive. It's $9 to watch one stupid movie now. And I paid for Gordon's movie tix too since he paid mine the other time. Muahaha....Getting broke when its not even end of the month yet. Shit lor...but I still think that everybody should watched this fantastic movie. Haha...and from now onwards I am gfonna boycott movie theatres...haha unless hjave shows I wanna watched la...but there r really too many liao...Dunno will my boycott works? Hmmmm.....to think Cathay Cineleisure still have face to publish on newspaper that they r not gonna increse the damn movie tixs. Fucked them sia....So stress with sch liao they still dun let me enjoy myself by going to the the theatres...and keep increasing the fucking price. Haix...then Sean called from far far way land...couldn't talk since I am watching...haix...must really call n talk to him see how things r now...maybe i ought to...


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/09/2005 11:40:00 AM |

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| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/05/2005 07:25:00 PM |

Spinning: "Somebody Told Me" - The Killers

So darn busy that I couldn't even blogged. Haix...sch is tough man...n sch really suxs alot. I never ever dream bout going to sch for one dreaded single day. Anyway lets round out all the things that happened for this whole one week.

Monday: Was a damn fucking tiring day. Had biz law test and well I blame it on my laziness for not putting in effort to study on Sat...Watched wad Lizzie Mcguire on TV...haix yo wasted so much of my precious time which could lead to studying. Had only like 3hrs of sleep since I gotta wake up in the wee hours to continue study. This really suxs...took the paper and dunno wad to write sia. Ain't that tough really but guessed was not really that prepared at all lor. So overall, it suxs la that paper but who fucking cares when I am tired!!!! Still had to study for tomorrow's Financial Services. 4 fucking damn chapters sia. Talk to eileen ng....she also dunno talk wad craps to me n Hetti...guessed can't sleep but to pia studying liao. Fuck sia...brain lack of oxygen and its impossible for me to cram anything into my tiny little adorable brain.

Tuesdays: Didn't study much for Financial Services. Slept all the way. Only managed to memorize lecture 1 and read thru lect 4 n 3. Fucked sia....Was so damn tiring that I just literally slept all the way and never bother to wake up to study. Except waking up at the wee hours to reply some sms(es) that I received. But guessed wad. Eileen Ng cancelled the test cos she was sooo sick. OMG lor...one thing make me study for no reason. Imagine me sleeping only at 2am. Fuck sia now have 6hrs of long break also dunno do wad. But then my prayers are answered cos I really wanted the test to be postpone. Initially tot was postponed to Fri but doing Biz Finance project, gotta know from Jackson that it was tomorrow. KNA sia...not enuff sleep liao still nid to burn midnight oil to study for it. Damn it. Biz Finance project was halted since we dunno a single shit on how we r supposed to do. Then tried to study Financial Services but m too tired to do anything. Even at home memorize lect 4 n 3 throughly and skipped lect 2 since it was so damn wordy and too much for me to handle. Well just see wad goes tmr la...

Wednesday: A day I ve been waiting for. Haha am supposed to go out with Gordon. Anyway talk later bout that. Had the damn test. Was actually an easy test one but then only 3 lectures came out which was Lect 2,3 n 4. Make me study lect 1 for no reason. Fucked sia....wasted my time so ended up dunno how to do one question on lect 2 one. Fucked her sia. Whole day was so drained lor...was so tired and practically slept after the Financial Services test. Couldn't really pry opened my eyes and sit thru lecture for Marketing Management. Sian sia but well enjoyed myself after meeting gordon for a movie. Caught Madagascar. A pretty lame comical movie though. Gordon said that u have to live in New York or be an New Yorker to understand their crude joke. Which actually left me a bit embarassed cos he's the only one at the theatres laughing at stuffs which none of us found it funny u know. It was so paiseh lor...but wad to do. Anyway since he enjoyed the movie so we shall leave it that way then. Let him enjoy laughing. After that met his friend, Norman for dinner. Not such a bad dinner. But then from the dinner stuffs found out stuffs that I dun wanna know lor...but glad also at the mean time glad that everything could be settled once and for all la. Had a good talk to Yaz after I called Sean to talk bout some stuffs. It was pleasant la so it practically did help me alot with all the talkings. But was actually still kinda sad. But gotta get over that certain thing too right. So gonna buried myself with sch projects la.

Thursday: In the wake of that unhappy stuffs. Decided to just wear something simple. Berms and t shirts. N only at the train then gotta know from Shariann that we are supposed to go out with Kat to Bugis today. Wear like that go out so paiseh lor...so asked them wear simple simple too cos IO really tot was next wk man. But nvm la...am just glad to break away from sch lor. Enjoyed myself for once. Had French test today. Gotta know Janet Martin-Lau who is our new french lecturer. She's so old haggard looking compared to the young pic on our lecture notes. My god...look like a comical witch lor. She's real funny. Really...funny little lady. LoLx...Didn't know how to do the test as usual la. Dun even know how to read how they wan us to do lor. Fuck sia...so hopefully can just get a passing mark la. 30/60 would be good liao. Met Shariann n Kat at Bugis and headed to Sakae for dinner. Nice dinner cos long time never eat sushi after Sean flew home. So missed sushi alot lor. They started interrogating bout my love life when there is practically nothing lor. All because of Shih Ru that I felt my life being intruded. But anyway guys, dun worry when I am attached I will let u guys know. I am still single, young and available lor. So dun keep thinking that I am attached. So paiseh lor....gonna pay for the food UOB debit got 10% discount but then I dunno how much left inside so was in a dilemma whether to use or not to use. Haha...but the counter lady say can try lor...then try and it got approved. Got money inside la so no worries hahaha....

Friday/Saturday: A real long day at sch. Could have gone home early at 1 but then stayed back to do some projects. Was really damn tired. Stayed back at sch till 4 without havin lunch except 2 packets of twiggies. Suddenly, Nicholas msg me asked me wanna watched movie or go clubbing. Made a mistake by saying ok. Really so damn tired and when I reached home, couldn't really get some rest since my brother cell group at my home preaching or wadeva la. But still managed to get 1hr of rest before leaving to meet him at Cine. Watched Star Wars 3. A really nice movie that I have watched so far but it was far too long. Sat until butt crack there so pain lor...and not to mention it ended only at 12.30am so no bus n train for me to go home. So decided to bunk at his place. Reached his place at 1am he suggest going clubbing for 1hr but we ended leaving there at 3plus. Man couldn't imagine how tired I was man. Had one big as in really ONE GIGANTIC GLASS of Hoegaarden beer. He and his friends tot I would be high by drinking one glass like that so I would go down to the dancefloor with them to dance but they r absolutely wrong lor. I dun get drunk or high by drinking beer alone only lor. So i just literally sat down and just moved along to the music cos I really dunno how to dance ma. Can't blame me since I warned them before liao. Hahaha.....then had tequila. Ooohhh man...that is real strong baby. First time drank something like that. Didn't know wad I am supposed to do but I figured out that u had to drink it at one shot. Then i just held on to the orange doing nothing until I saw my friends eating them. Stupid rite. LoLx....still didn't get drunk. Not like the last time but definitely was feeling high cos I was swaying uncontrollably to the stupid music. Haha..and the first time in dunno how many thousand yrs that I decided to use a toilet w/o doors. But well glad halfway when I was backed from the toilet, my friend Nic decided to leave. Which was a big relief cos I was feeling so damn tired. Had a bath at his place and slept like a pig but only to wake up early morning. Cos I was feeling so hungry and weak lor. Not to mention my body start to itch again. Another outbrak. Initally tot nothing would happened since I didn't drink much. But well was scratchin myself in every single part of my body. So damn itchy man. Haix....couldn't get to sleep lor....only until 9am plus then i asked my friend whether he got anything to eat. Hahaha...lazy n greedy pig sia. After pissing tot wanna sit down n drink some juice and eat some biscuits....stomach started feeling queasy....dunno whether is it the acid inside the bod or the hunger and I started throwing up at the kitchen sink. Green liqiud started forcing its way out from my mouth. I couldn't controlled it. Vomit 3 times and was practically week that I couldn't eat or drink. So had warm water instead and head back to sleep again. Feelings suck man...Is it hangover? I am wondering to myself. Haix yo poor me now...am feel itchy everywhere and just wanna scratch it but I shouldn't do it. My skin are left pretty scarred from last 2weeks n todays scratching liao. Haix...But anyway, came home watched Formula 17 [17 Sui De Tian Kong]. Not a bad movie afterall. But dunno y banned in Singapore. Just a bit of Gay related them movie thats all lor..No sex no corny stuffs. Except kissing n holding hands and talking bout gay experiences/love thats all. Stupid sia but the movie is also quite boring la...I guessed all Taiwan, Singapore and China movies are like that one lor...its a low budget movie so wad can u xpect out from it?


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 6/05/2005 12:26:00 AM |