Spinning: "Wo Yao Kuai Le" - A*Mei

Okie guys...time for another round of update...So bloody sian in school la..Just because we r gonna moved on to yr 3...we have nothing much to do in school liao la...Fucked sia...since if we have nothing to do...then dun make us come sch then...just give us day off and let us stay home and rot la...

Wed: Went out with victor to PS. Bloody hell la...Skin peelin like siao cos of all the polka dots game that we played. was rubbing my skin like mad that it causes skin flakes to appear on my hand. Yikes...Anyway, going out that dae was particular boring la. I dunno la..Maybe was because I was feeling pretty and real sleepy. Didnt had mood to do anything but one thing I know I enjoyed best was all the talking la. Suddenly, he asked me if he was to get married at US or Canada, would I attend his wedding. Erm...dots dots dots.....I mean if he was thinking bout marrying anytime soon, forget bout that idea of me going there liao cos it would b so darn expensive to get air tickets not to mention accomodation la...In the long run, I would definitely attend since I have spending factors liao ma....It would be quite fun to attend this kinda wedding cos for once and definitely there wun b many people one. I will b one the lucky few to attend this wedding. Haha...And oh yeah...I bought a new earrin to replace the other one that I have been wearin...Well no choice since its giving me irritation problem since I keep smackin into it by accident and my bloody ear just bleed la...

Thurs: Decide to changed blog address since almost everyone whom I dunno knows my blog and have been readin my entries from the 1st to the last. U should know I aint XiaXue that u unknown peeps should know bout me. I am just a happy single and have a small single eyelid plus eyes boi thats all. So hopefully when I go to sch, no one will start to ask me bout my entries again liao. Only to those that I dunno la...

Fri: Okie, I think it was a camera whore day. It so seems like we r parting soon...And we just snapped loads of photos today. I can't actually believe that we are parting ways soon la. It just seems like yesterday when we all got together for the first time. Fond memories that was created between us. We kinda like stick thru thick n thin for the entire 6months...being together for the whole of 3 stopovers la...Will miss the familiar faces, the familiar smiles and laughter, the familiar bickering, familiar teasing and fun, familiar games, familiar stories sharing session haha...All these will b gone and back to old classical lives again. But anyway, I did enjoyed myself during the whole TEP, gettin to know them of course...Dun start to tear anyone who read this...especially emo Erica...Haha...Dunno y u read also will start to cry one. Haha...Shall miss them badly...Also met up with Pris and Shari-Ann after sch. Had Sakae. Haha..Was pretty cravbin for some great food and yea there we r havin our fav sushi. Haha...Initially tot of wanted to go ChinaBlack liao but I told myself if no pre-booked tixs then I dun wanna go. Hope they did enjoyed themselves. Sometimes when u go out with 2 girls like them who r chatty and always in their own world, U will feel left out one but Im pretty much used to it. Maybe I wasnt in the mood to talk ba. I dunno. Haha...so I think I acted real weird too. Haha...Okie here r the photos to show how knitty gritty close we r...

Okie...Complete Ripped off From Somone's Friendster...Haha Plus Erica Send One

| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/31/2006 11:59:00 AM |

Spinning: "Do The Hustle" - Van McCoy

Today seem to be such a bad luck dae for me la...I stained my MUFC shirt which I kinda liked alot la. Not once but twice. Dunno which bloody idiot fucking guy did that on me la. I believed he/she stained the chair and my shirt kena. Fucked sia...Haix..wads done is done...Sian ah...

Anyway, was kinda like flipping my hse photo album. Guessed wad? I saw alot of hideous photos of myself. Oh fucked it man. I looked so darn horrible looking la. So darn fucking fat la. Like a PIG. Emphasize PIG...I cant believe how big size I was back then!!!...One of these days I shall snap photos of my growing up pics to let u guys see. I betcha will roll on the floor and start laughing like u never did before la. I was mortified la. If it wasnt for the TVC photoshoot audition, I wouldnt have bothered to dug them out la. Fucked man...I dun wanna be reminded of my past. Haha...not anymore...Everything muz end here right now after I post this up. Haha...


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/28/2006 01:35:00 AM |

Spinning: "Im Horny" - Mousse T

Okie, am back finally. I dunno...long hiatus. Okie, pastially Im also very lazy to blog liao. Imagine upholding my blog and updating it is jus a torture at times. Not to mention, almost everyone all knows my blog which I feel very weird la. Like everybody all knows my actions and movements like that. Just like the feeling of being molested by all those nekkid eyes.

Been mugging on my QAF serial. Haha...So have been addicted to all these clubbing songs. Haha..so that explains y Im listening to this kinda song with such queer title. Haha...

Suddenly, feeling quite deprived of not havin the chance to go out to drink. Haix...I know it aint long cos the last was like with Rach n Shariann at MOX. Just feel like drinking. Especially yesterday...Haha...I failed my driving test. I dunno whether is it because I did not have sufficient driving lessons/practice. But i really felt confident of passing la. I mean I felt that I did well for my warm up but dunno y I still failed. I passed my BTT and FTT the first time. But I failed my driving. Feel so fucked up la...Haha....

Caught "Dorm" with Rach, ZK, Erica, Ivan and Janet. Wad a horror show it was. At least somehow this time the horror factor up a bit la compared to "The Heirloom". Haha...poor Janet. She sat right beside me so I just literally jumped on her. Im practically like that when there's terrifyin scenes. Haha...so muz bear with me. Haha..Basically, I think I do enjoy this movie. And I think ZK has a point. We should never watch horror movie anymore. Haha...it always ended up not being scary at all. Haha...Dorm was more like a comedy la. My god la...Haha...the ghost become the main lead actor's friend. Erm how erm funny can it be la. And the trailer still look spooky somemore...Hell...




| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/27/2006 01:12:00 AM |

Spinning: "Save The Last Dance" - Michael Buble

Okie, these r some pics I haven posted. Haha...These fews were taken when I first collect my new specs. Haha...so lets make some comparison with it. Haha...

Yeah...V V signs. Finally I have a BEFORE n AFTER post liao...Haha...Okie not much but well I can always don on the specs and not contacts. So just treat it as a BnA post la...

And OMG la..I think there's also this erm split image thingy. One of the pic looks so like erm Adriano of Campus Superstar. No Kidding....I think it looks freaky. U guys do the judging ba!!!

After: Okie this is with SPECS!!!

Before: A total ripped off from previous post

| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/26/2006 01:36:00 AM |

Spinning: "Wo Yao Kuai Le" A*Mei

Okie, another well over-dated post. Haha...finally went sun tanning. My dreams of getting dark and bronzy tann. My dream was finally realised with Shariann n Pris. Aww...so luv these babes. Haha...A dae at sentosa. Take a look at how much fun we had la...Let all the pics do all the talking. Haha...And u will see y I wan a tann so badly. Not to mention I am freakin thin la..Time to put on weight...

Check out this main pic...it look so for like SENTOSA ad la...

Believe it or not. We r cut out to do SENTOSA's advertisement la...

After: See how tanned we r...And how gorgeous my friend is. I am seriously stunned when I saw her like that. Looks pretty. And looked at my back before tanning la...So fucking UGLY!

| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/25/2006 01:47:00 AM |

To All:

I KNOW I have been absent from here...I shall post something from tomorrow onwaards.

Have been BUSY lately...

Alot of STUFFS to do so thats where I have been to.


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/24/2006 01:06:00 AM |

Spinning: "When I Think of You" - Lee Ryans

Yep..so long never blog liao..Haha not that long but the mind perceived it to be long...

Never in my entire TEP life, I felt so damn tired la. I slept thruout the whole dae. I can't imagine a dae of boredom la...What the Fuck...

Sun, couldnt get to sleep and worst I cried on bed la...I was like dreamin bout load of stuffs. What if things were found out, were exposed? My parents died in front of me and fuckin hell yea...just literally lied down n cried la...I think I am getting too emo that nite or sth like that. Dunno la...

Had a haircut todae, pretty much liked the light-weight feeling so yea...dunno how it will look like in the morning but hopefully, not too bad...Muahaha....

Alrite, shall continue to slack as much as i can before I start with my stupid flash project. Haix...


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/07/2006 09:07:00 PM |

Spinning: "Try" - Nelly Furtado

Okie, was like lookin at one of my old profiles la...chanced upon alot of old fotos...Dun wanna lose them so am just gonna post it la. They r pics taken maybe from 2004-2005. I dunno...cannot remember.

I only remembered that I used to stick my darn tongue out for act cute pics thats all. And a half bare top...Oops...never in my life I ever tot I would take something like that but well thats the first n last time. Haha...

Just see how much have I grown up.....

PS: These are pics taken from 2004-2005 ba...how much I have changed. Oh man...I muz have looked so darn frickin ugly. How times flies...

PS: So hideous...My god..No eyes..See how much we have changed..Pris n I...She's a pretty babe and Im still so fricking ugly. Haha...Dun hate me Pris..Just vivid memories remember...(I still remember its taken after Broadrick's Wad Symphony Band Concert or wadeva shit)

| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/05/2006 11:06:00 PM |

Spinning: "Temperature" - Sean Paul

Haha...okie...for the past 3 days have been seeing Shari-Ann...I dunno y but my spirit is pretty uplifted with them (Kat, Pris n Shari-Ann) ard. Had the most boring dae at sch sitting for the whole entire time at the iBid roadshow. O bloody hell la....

I feel like I was already made as the leader without my acknowledge la. I dunno coz Cindy Soh really depends alot on me. I mean not depends but seems to allocate stuffs to me. Or rather to me to tell my members too. Arghhh....

Okie met up with Pris n Shari-Ann to shop on Thurs. Haha..had a great time. Friends are the best. I dunno but I just feel so in-love with them in my life. But Pris..no goin out anymore okie..Better prepare for your CA while I rot in sch. Haha...

Fri: Met up with Shari-Ann again. Haha...We had the bestest life we ever did yesterday la. I dunno but I feel that way la. We just practically laugh our head off yesterday. Chattin is good. It just uplift my entire mood. I guess ppl tot that we r like 2 mad idiots. I dunno but at the same time, weird weird ppl just kept smiling at us both. Haha...I dunno wads with their probs but we smiled back at em la. Haha...See how crazy we were or muz I sae yesterday was a crazy dae? 2 gals I know quarrelled with their bfs and one on the verge of breaking-up and she's like hooked up with some other guy. Which is like so shittified considerin the fact that the news fucking shocked me la. Then the queue to our food was so darn fucking long at Fish n Co. Moved on, someone actually said something bout me when we were walkin. Aint gonna blog it down. Then ppl started starrin and smiling at us. Lastly, we actually walked from Orcchard to Suntec to hitch a bus home. Hmmm..wad a crazy dae it was yesterday.

Today: Went out with Pris, Kat n Shari-Ann...Haha am late...am always late but wad-to-do. Im gonna give an excuse for my lateness. Im always like that. Its because my maid was like washin my toilet la. Then I cannot do anything. Haha...But wad-eva...Anyway, had my glasses made. Ooohhh...plastic frames. Been wanting one for so long and finally I had it done. It costs me $138 but then wad-the-hell. Its consider frickin cheap liao la for some dunno brand. Anyway, no one will get to see me in specs unless u come to my hse la. Haha...So in luv with the specs la, it just gives me a clean-cut look thats all with a tinge of yellow at the sides. Haha...Dunno how it will look like but am waiting to collect it on Wednesday. Maybe Victor might be able the first person to see me in my new specs since we r watching a documentary movie. U damn lucky bastard. And guessed wad...my degree have been dropping since wearin hard lense. OMG...this is like total miracle la. My right eye used to be 400degrees but now it is like only 325degrees. Though my left side stays the same at 425degrees but my astigmatism for both eyes decrease. And I just found out that my left eye is more powerful or rather better than the right. Thats wad the optician siad. Haha...Haha...Enjoyed myself real much. Am never sick sticking with them cos we r friends for life. Adore them alot. Wad would my life be w/o them? Hmmm beats me. But I just wanna treasure them for life. Big hugs and muacks to u guys.

PS: Im so poor now, someone pls give me more money can. Or get me a job. Haha...


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/04/2006 08:49:00 PM |

Spinning: "Tian Kong" - Jolin Tsai

Okie, time for reflections and self-evaluation.

I have always tot negatively bout myself. I dun even dare to think anything positive bout myself. After wad others sae bout me I have never even bother to give it some tots. I have always and only try to pursue wad I tot was best for me. But ended up hurting myself so much la.

For example, was I ever once a bullimic? I dun wish to noe or find out. Haha...I noe maybe partially yes I was. Im very careful with wad I eat back then but not now. Who do I live for? I dun have a significant someone. I eat wadeva I wan now and to just pile on weights to make myself look good. Dun wanna be the underweight me that I used to be. Back then, everything revovles ard that world that u have to be lean to look nice but now nope. I live for myself. Haha...

And moreover, I just finally realised that I aint that bad myself too now. At least for once, I dun hear too much negative comments of myself anymore. Haha..used to hate the pair of eyes that I have. I dun find them, adorable or wad-so-eva la. Common fess' up..they r just so bloody small. I did even consider havin them pry bigger. Haha..plastic surgery for it but now nope. I have learn to know that my eyes are the biggest assests that I have. Haha...

Was havin lunch with the usual cliques at sch. Suddenly, Kelvin came up to talk to us la. Okie, dun realli know him but he's Cheryl's friend. Suddenly, he said there's ard 3-4 gals think that Im quite gd-lookin. Haha, I muz admit I haf never heard gals sae this bout me at all la. All along, I tot I was like a passer-by to them thats all. Not a charmin looker. But its rather flattering to hear that. Haha...Okie back to the topic. I dunno who those gals r but haha they did make my dae la. They tot my eyes are cute. Cuz they r small and all the more, make me look like a korean. Haha..Its my biggest assests right now to learn to luv them. Haha...Then Erica added in that some of her friends also told her that they think likewise too. Awww...Just blushed in-front of them la. Okie...aint gonna rant too much bout it anymore but Im just pretty glad to erm have received such compliments la. Haha...

PS: Self-Obsessed

| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/03/2006 08:21:00 PM |

Spinning: "Tian Kong" - Stefanie Sun

Okie this week has been a fab week. Thats for me. I dunno maybe because I caught 2 stupid movies. LoLx...I dunno la...And this week is partially confusion week too. Its crazy. Its one hell of argh...Haha...

First movie was "The Pink Panther". Okie, didnt mind catching this cos lovely Beyonce is in the movie. Moreover, I went with Gabriel which makes it much more pretty interesting to a certain extent. I dunno, but overall, I dun find the movie amusing or interesting. Not that I mind too much since I didnt paid a single penny for it as I have 2 free passes. But I just didnt like the stupid accent that Steve Martin put up with and the amount of screen time that Beyonce has. Erm, I think that its more like a B-Grade movie and I am anticipating for "Dreamgirls" to be out asap. Haha...In this point and state, Im left in a confusion state. I just dun understand what's happening. There are vibes goin thru' me but where did the frickin hell did the vibes went to in the end??? Hmm...confusion state. Moreover, that dae had to explain a scratch that well looked like love bite on my neck. Haha...I guess dat particular dae on Mon was like hell for me. I dunno y...Its like a common talkin topic for ppl who knows me. It aint love bite alrite...

Okie, next went to catch "The Fog" with my bro. Erm...Haha..wad to sae bout this movie except much that it suxs...Haha...Aint interesting plus the movie plot was weak and so-aint-scary. Not that I mind as I was practically sleeping b4 the movie started n it was also free la. Haha..Jus wanted to immerse myself into movie marathons as I try to find time to pass life. I dunno...under confusions I guess. Haha....



| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/02/2006 07:52:00 PM |

Spinning: "Through The Rain" - Mariah Carey

Okie nothing fantastic bout this post...just that Ifound some long overdued pics...Tot I might as well just post it up. LoLx...so guilty to have it lying in my "tummydrive".

These r just pics taken during the last week of our 2nd stopover. So yep...Enjoy this forgotten pic ba....


| N a m e C r u i s e d A t 3/01/2006 07:49:00 PM |